| AN ODE TO THE CHEATING SON OF A BITCH
WARNING:Actual names are used
I know about you and Cory
That's where I'd like to start my story
He led you through some ghetto park
You sucked him off and it was dark
You said it was all you had to drink
I really didn't know what to think
Let's not forget that Kendal's party
Smoking pot and drinking heavy
In Alli's car with lot's of fans
you got off and came in your hands
So now you go and visit Liz
That BIG MAC Queen is full of sleaze
Trailor Tarsh with no purpose or direction
somehow she still gave you an erection
I don't know how you fucked that cow
She's probably loose anyhow
Let's not 4get that Bitch Destiny
That's not even a name to me
She sucked you off in Liz's bed
Her crooked teeth tore up your head
Things got bad. we moved to mike's
That dirty schmuk was all but right
Remember the time i went to work
You fucked him hard. YOURE SUCH A JERK!
A day with Mom she bought us food
I came back and u were rude
was it cuz I walked in on u 2
when u were doin things u shouldnt do
(hey Taylor you dirty little whore
wanna read some more?)
Late at nite I was asleep
I wake up and I find this creep
Online jerkin off on cam
For 5 different men LET'S GIVE HIM A HAND
By now im really freakin out
I get all pissed I start to shout
Things go flyin He starts cryin
I throw him OUT
(But he come's back I let him in
Why'd I let him win)
Another night alone with Mike
You said that Chris (not CNV) was some dyke
I didn't see that Chris would prove
To be Another lay for you
Now You said that youve matured
and for some reason Im unsure
You say you'll never talk to them
That they're not even your friends
But i belive you and say baby
Im so glad your still with me
Then there's that Brett
Why him I'll never get
Now I hear about Joe
And now for sure I know
That you and I can't be together
Its over for real forever
So now your friends with Chris
Even though you said you couldn't stand him sweetie
I shoulda known it was a lie I mean why
should have I believed you anyway
Now I hear that your a druggie
CNV also says your ugly
Looks like your life has fallen apart
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| OMG. The date is the tenth of january 2006. The time is 7:06 am. I am awakened by a knock knock at the door. Its a horde of cops. they say," we need to evacuate the building. there was a domestic disturbace next door (GUN SHOT ). We need you to gather your bear essentials and procede to your car." Oh ...shit G2G ill finish later
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| To L.N.M
(just to clarify...this has nothing to do with and is in no way associated with Taylor Douglas Higgins, my ex.)
Chances are you never will read this but oh well.
L. i don't know what to say except I miss you. OK. There I said it. I miss you. I miss the midnight sex parties, the witchcraft we shared, the circle of serenity, the midnight runs to Meijer to buy INSTANT ICED TEA, the gayness, (did I mention the sex parties???) the canoes, the 4th of July, the helping you defy your mother by sneaking you and Puppy out at insane hours of the night (er...mornings), then the rush of sneaking you back in, the waiting in the shadows for your puppy to sneak out and meet us in some obscure shadow of his subdivision.
You helped me discover myself and showed me that its ok to be who I am.
I knew that moving in 2gether was a bad idea. I don't know why I risked losing you as one of the best friends a gay witch could have hoped for (gay and a witch...what a combo huh)
L. in the end...you were the one that was always there for me. Not my famliy, not Taylor, but you. The night I dumped Taylor I had a dream that I called you and told u everything and somehow I knew that it would be ok.
Then I woke up and I realized that it was a dream. It sucked and I was so sad. Not because I missed Taylor but because I missed you.
I know living together has brought out the worst in both of us. I just we could forget about it. How can we live so close yet be so far?
If by some weird conincidence you get this...call me
-Jason )O(
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| to days of inspiration
playin hookie
makin somethin outta nothin
the need to express
to communicate
to goin against the grain
goin insane
goin ma-a-a-a-ad
to lovin tension
no pension
to more than 1 dimension
to starving 4 attention
hating pretension
hating convention
not to mention of course
hating dear old mom and dad
to riding a bike midday past the
3 piece suits
to fruits (ME)
to no absolutes
to absolut to choice
to the village voice
to any passing fad
to being an us 4 once instead of a them
LA VIE BOHEME
(is the equipment in a pyramid?
it is
the mixer doesnt have a case
dont give me that face)
To hand crafted beers made in local breweries
to yoga to yogurt to rice and beans and cheese
to leather to dildos and curry vindaloo
to juevos rancheros and maya angelo
emotion devotion to causing a commotion
creation vacation---MUCHO MASTERBATION
compassion to fashion to passion when its new
to santi
to sadheim
to anything taboo
ginnsberg dillan cunningham and cage
lenny bruce langston hughes
to the stage
to uda
pablo neruda too
why dorothy and toto went over the rainbow
to blow off auntie em
(wipe the speakers off b4 u pack
......well, hurry back!)
BISEXUALS TRISEXUALS HOMOSAPIENS
CARSINOGENS HALLUCINOGENS
MEN PEE WEE HERMAN
GERMAN WINE
TEURPINTINE
GERTRUDE STEIN
ANTONIONI
BERTALUCCHI
KARASAWA
CARMINA PERANA
to apathy to entropy to empathy ecstasy
vasvel havel
The Sex PIstols
8BC
to no shame never playin the fame game
to marajuana
TO SODOMY ITS BETWEEN GOD AND ME
TO S&M
la vie boheme
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to dance-no way to make a living mesochism pain perfection
muscle spasms chiropractors short careers eating disorders
to film-adventure tedium no family boring location
dark rooms perfect faces money egos hollywood and sleeze
to music-food of love emotion mathematics isolation
rythem power feeling harmony and heavy competion
anarchy_evolution justice screaming for solution
forcing change risks and dangers
making noise and making pleas
TO FAGGOTS LEZZIES DYKES CROSSDRESSERS too
to me and u and u and u u and u
to people living with
living with
not dying from diseases
let HIM among us without sin be the first to condemn
Anyone in the mainstream?
Anyone outta the mainstream?
anyone alive with a sex drive?
tear down the walls!!!!!
aren't we all?
the opposite of WAR isn't peace
ITS CREATION
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| i would love to hang out weesie (goddamn i cant leave a comment w/o internet explrer shuttin down) u 2 can meet my new beau |
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